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Friday, January 30, 2004'♥

damn sianz at work 2dae siaz..
everybody off..
wah laoz..den level 2 lyk so so so damn freaking quiet can..
oh oh...so sweet o jacko 2dae..
came down pei me go dinner brk..coz brk alone..
i luv u gurl...hehz..=p
carn wait 4 my off dae..
i wana go shopping
got lotsa tinks 2 buy..
hands veh itchy liaoz worz...
hehez..=x
carn get 2 slp still though kinda tired liaoz..
wat is tis man...seriously lack o slp le n yet i carn get 2 slp???
look lyk a panda liaoz..
haikz...sian manz...tmr still gotta work...but guess tmr will b fun..hehz..
...should i gif up or should i hang on still...

Zombie@1/30/2004 01:06:00 AM



Thursday, January 29, 2004'♥

is it rly my fault..
haikz...i dun tink its even fair 2 mi at all...
all tis pile o shit..
wateva..
feeling so damn farking vexed..
*tug hair*

Zombie@1/29/2004 02:05:00 AM



Wednesday, January 28, 2004'♥

juz rch home..
carn get to slp..
talking to him on e fone..
went out with him jacko n waihao aft work..
initially was sitting at e hawker drink water..
den got tis old malay ah pek..
every few mins he will go "lollipop"
i tink its curry pok...but it sounds lyk lollipop..
den waihao sae he sounds lyk a toad..
haha very true..kept laughing den he imitating tt uncle den wanted 2 record down but carn make it..
lolz..damn funni siaz..
den went 7-11 buy alcohol..
drink drink n crapz..
din expect he'll come w us..
but he came..kinda surprise..hehz..
haikz..dun feel lyk gg work tis morn siaz..
but carn la...
tmr off...
gud gud..can slp longer..
seriously lack o slp siaz...

Sitting By The Window
Singing Songs Of Love
Wishing You Were Here
Because The Memory's Not Enough
Wear My Mask In Silence
Pretending I'm Alright
If You Could See Then You Would Be
Here Standing By My Side
It May Be Hard To Believe
But boy You're The Only One I Need
It May Be Hard Along The Way
It's This Feeling I Get
When Blue Skies Turn To Grey
Feels Like I'm Walking In The Rain
I Find Myself Trying To Wash Away The Pain
Cause I Need You To Give Me Some Shelter
Cause I'm Fading Away
And Baby, I'm Walking In The Rain
Every Single Hour
Of Every Single Day
I Need To Cry, My Eyes Are Dry
I've Cried My Tears Away
Can't Help But Remember
How You Made Me Feel

Zombie@1/28/2004 01:14:00 AM



Tuesday, January 27, 2004'♥

dun gif ppl empty hopes..
u noe how terrible it feels at e end o it?

Zombie@1/27/2004 12:09:00 AM



Saturday, January 24, 2004'♥

OT todae..
tmr OT again..
wTH manz..
veh tired but carn get to slp...
wats happening..
lotsa stuffs on my mind..
*sighz*
wat now..feel so lost..
*sighz*

Zombie@1/24/2004 11:51:00 PM



Friday, January 23, 2004'♥

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

everytime i close my eyes
I see your face
And i wonder
When you close your eyes
Do you think about me
I want you boy, and no other
Everytime i close my eyes,
You're all that i see
i'm going out of my mind
I miss you so much,
I don't know what to do

Zombie@1/23/2004 08:13:00 PM



Thursday, January 22, 2004'♥

haikz...fall sick agn...
had a veh bad flu n sorethroat wif e bloody on-off fever...
sai la...so qiao on chi new year den carn eat tis carn eat tt
so pek cek siaz...
veh tired worz...but waiting 4 sumbody's call now...
tis 1 more impt. den sleeping... =x
yawnz...
aniwae wana wish everybody a happi chinese new year...

Zombie@1/22/2004 11:45:00 PM



Tuesday, January 20, 2004'♥

baobei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss u soooooo much!!!!!...
ahhhhhhhhhhh
ahahaz...gt soooo many things to tell u!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u beta miss me too
ahahahahz....
paiseh...gt prob in my comp...den cnt comment...
so decided to b more direct in invading ur bloggie agn...
muahahahaaz....
soooooooooooooooooo many things happened
hillarious ones...shocking news...unbelievable lies...
all bao ka liao sia!
muahaha...i'm on the verge of death soon...
u'v gotta help me....HAISH!
*cries*

Zombie@1/20/2004 08:44:00 PM



Monday, January 19, 2004'♥

off dae 2dae...
damn tired siaz...tink gonna fall sick liaoz...
went out wif him 2dae...*wide-grinz*
bought my stuffs den met weihao n co. aft tt...
took train home den on e wae 2 e mrt
got tis small grp o stupid ah bengs damn irritating...
wah laoz fuck off la...
ask 4 my no. but ya s usual...
I.G.N.O.R.E.D
hehz...
tmr ot siaz...damn sianz...haikz...

Zombie@1/19/2004 10:27:00 PM



Thursday, January 15, 2004'♥

haikz...
wat rite haf i got 2 b feeling tis wae
juz being silly am i
i hate it hate it hate it~!
hate e bloody wae i'm feeling rite now..
guess fate is juz a lie between us...
...haikz...

Zombie@1/15/2004 11:29:00 PM



Tuesday, January 13, 2004'♥

Pan bu dao wo ai de ren
Wo zhi dao wo yuan yi zai deng
Teng bu liao ai wo de ren
Pian ke rou qing ta pian bu liao ren
Wo bu shi wu qing de ren
Que jiang ni shang de zui shen
Wo bu ren wo bu neng
Bie zai ren zhen wang le wo de ren
Li bu kai wo ai de ren
Wo zhi dao ai xu Yao yuan fen
Fang bu xia ai wo de ren
Ying wei liao jie ta duo me ren zhen
Wei she me zui zhen de xin
Pan bu dao zui hao de ren
Wo bu wen Wo bu neng
Yong zai huai zhong zhi dao ta bian leng
Ai wo de ren dui wo chi xin bu hui
Wo que wei wo ai de ren gan xin yi shen shang bei

Zai hu de ren shi zhong bu dui
Sui dui sui bu bi xu wei
Ai wo de ren wei wo fu chu yi qie
Wo que wei wo ai de ren lei huang rang xin cui

Ai yi bei ai tong yang shou zui
Bu dong ju jue chi qing de bao wei

Zombie@1/13/2004 11:44:00 PM



Monday, January 05, 2004'♥

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try
I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time
I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind
I'm going crazy in love for you
I can't eat and I can't sleep
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
no one can mess with me
In ways undefined
you're all I see
And you're all I need
Don't know what to do whenever you are near
Don't know what to say my heart is floating in tears...

Zombie@1/05/2004 11:28:00 PM



Sunday, January 04, 2004'♥

YVONNE WU yi wen...how dare u invade my blog huhz..
ehz...veh sianz now...kinda tired but carn slp
dono y..
haikz...
i miz u

Zombie@1/04/2004 12:24:00 AM



Saturday, January 03, 2004'♥

pretty boy invades baobei's blog


muahahaha...
hey dun feel sooo dwn ok?..try to cheer up..
thou things may nt turn out juz the way we wan it...
we cnt juz dwell over it rite?...*smilez*...
u'v still gt ME!!!!...*HUGS*...
i'm sure things btw u n ur..er...hu's tt?...
yah ur 2sis will b alrite yea?...
as 4 ahem...GD LUCK GER!...
anything juz ring me up ok?...
i'm at ur full service nat chong!...
ahahaz...tc beix...
LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH!*hugs tightly* =D



feel fortunate to b in love

Zombie@1/03/2004 11:32:00 AM



Thursday, January 01, 2004'♥

lotsa tinks happened lately..
i dono wats gg on..
all i can sae is tat i truely treasure u guys..
i may not show it out
coz u noe i'm not gud at expressing myself be it verbally or physically
but whn i once said sisters 4eva...i mean it 4 a lyf tym
things may change but not e luv i haf 4 u 2 s sisters..
i'm sorri if i've neglected u guys lately but i seriously dun mean it
hup u guys can understand...
haikz...
=(
mood isnt real gud lately..
got nth but probs...
but at tyms...c sum ppl it really make my dae..
hehz..
haikz...if onli i could possibly curb e feelins..
if onli i could resist it frm growing stronger each dae
if onli...
everytink's adding on 2 tis fucking sick lyf o mine...
nth but miseries...
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
I know that these feelings won't end
They'll just get stronger each dae
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt

Zombie@1/01/2004 11:57:00 PM







.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings



.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness


.HER.LINKS.

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+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
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+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

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.HER.TUNE.


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